Hope

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He wasn’t like the others. He didn’t set her heart ablaze nor did he hang the moon and the stars. But he didn’t have to. For she didn’t want any of those flashy gestures or feelings. She knew that with time those always faded. Instead, he calmed her soul every time he said her name. He brought life back to a heart that had long since been shut down for business. The simple caress of his hand against hers reminded her to breathe. The gentle touch of his lips to her reminded her of what it was like to feel wanted. The want for her in his eyes told her that he would want her forever. Forever, a limitless time frame, yet forever with him didn’t seem like enough time. She wanted to spend every second on this earth with him. She wanted a lifetime of memories. They didn’t all have to be happy because she realized that this isn’t how life worked. She was prepared for the happy, sad, and angry moments and memories in life because she would still cling to him. And she planned to be his rock in those times as well. She didn’t care how long it would take for them to be together, she just knew that he was it. Every mile between them was worth it. For a love like this only comes around once in a lifetime. So many people take advantage of this kind of feeling and never truly attain the amount of happiness that they were meant to receive in life. And she wasn’t about to do the same thing. She didn’t want a contented ordinary life. She wouldn’t settle for it. She wanted happiness. Despite what others may say, happiness can be found within a person. And she found her happiness. She could only hope that he had found his as well.

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