You Never Think

You never think you’re going to have to say goodbye to someone you love. We have this idea suck in our heads that our loved ones are going to live forever. That is until you get that phone call. That dreaded phone call. Within that minute your whole world falls to pieces. He’s gone. Forever. you’re never going to hear his voice again. you’re never going to feel his warm hand in yours again. You feel like you have no right to go on. If he’s gone why should you be here. But you must. You have to keep going on. The next days go by in a sad blur. They’re filled with pain and tears. You contemplate suicide. You curse god. You yell you scream you collapse. You collapse to the ground there is nowhere else to go. Nothing ever makes it better and nothing ever will.