Feelings of the Dark

What does one do when it feels as if their world is falling to pieces. 
When they can’t go a day without breaking down. 
What should one do when they no longer see the value of their own life. 
When their life seems so meaningless. 
But the lives of others so meaningful. 
What does one do when they live through other people. 
They live to see the smile upon another’s face. 
They live to see others succeed.
 While they, themselves, are drowning. 
But no one will ever see this side of them, but, how could they? 
This person is the best at hiding their true selves. 
No one will truly know them. 
They are elusive creatures of the night. 
They hide and camouflage themselves.
 They don’t want others to see them in their true forms.
 They view themselves as broken little monsters. 
As outcasts of society.
 They think that no one could possibly comprehend what they have been through.
 And this very well may be true. 
They’ve experienced some extraordinarily tragic things in their lives, but they are still here. 
Because as they see it, dying would be selfish. 
They don’t want to inconvenience others with their unworthy death.